hello sunshine. my name is kammie. you may call me whatever you like. i am here to lose weight, make friends, and change lives. im only fourteen years young and i reside in a small town in georgia. i dont like my life, but i cant complain. there are something i have that most people in the world cant even dream of having. im in love with a wonderful guy named joseph.deane.sellers. he is the sweetest, most amazingly awesome guy i would have ever drempt to meet. i like flowers, music, vanilla, losing weight, making people smile, living life one day at a time, wishing on 11:11, telling people i love them, making jokes, living life and loving every minute im alive and with joe. please dont judge me, because only God can judge me. and please dont hate, because your only making yourself look bad.

weight/health
[ ] reach a decently lower healthy weight!
[ ] have thighs that dont touch!
[ ] collar bones that show slightly!
[ ] keep up with my brother in NJROTC!
[ ] able to run for 30min straight!
[ ] have the okay from my doctor!
[ ] have joe be able to pick me up!


shopping
[ ] size L shirt & 14 jeans!
[ ] size M shirt & 12 jeans!
[ ] size S shirt & 10 jeans!
[ ] a new cell phone & ipod case!
[ ] a really awesome outfit for a date!
[ ] some more vans and a new purse !


school
[ ] get an A+ in physical science!!
[ ] get an A+ in american gover.!
[ ] get an A+ in drafting!
[ ] get an A+ in nutrtion and wellness!
[ ] study for psat with dusty!
[ ] help someone if they have trouble!


friends
[ ] be a better friend to all of them!
[ ] be someones shoulder to cry on atleast once!
[ ] tell all my awesomers i love them!
[ ] never abandone any of my friends!
[ ] have the most important ones approve of joe!

boyfriend
[ ] go to the movies with him!
[ ] eat lunch alone with him!
[ ] tell him i actually love him!
[ ] have our first kiss!
[ ] hold hands (yeh we've only did it once)!

[x]twilight
[]new moon
[]eclipse
[]breaking dawn
[]the fat girl - marilyn sachs
[]chanel | creations and collections - daniel bott
[x]the color of my words - lynn joseph
[]any ideas tell me!
[]any ideas tell me!
[]any ideas tell me!
[]any ideas tell me!

♥ - ultimate goal weight of 110
♥ - celebrate me & joe's 1 month ann.
♥ - write joe a note :)
♥ - get the confidence i need
♥ - get a better report card
♥ - make joe happy, and myself
♥ - dance in the rain with joe
♥ - sing a song without music
♥ - do something right this time. . .
♥ - DONT FORGET TO BREATHE
♥ - make someone else happy on my birthday
♥ - tell my family about joe XD
♥ - appreciate me for me
♥ - dont care what others think about me
♥ - beat drew at his n4s psp game
♥ - be the happy girl i want to be
♥ - talk to joe alone
♥ - mend a broken heart, but not my own
♥ - live life one day at a time
♥ - watch a rainbow with joe
♥ - have him walk me to the store
♥ - have our first kiss
♥ - tell him i love him
♥ - be a good friend to someone
♥ - watch a sunset with joe
♥ - thank God day after day for everything i love and the ones that love me back.

the reason for my journey in. . .
i want to lose weight because of joseph. he is the single most important reason for me wanting to perfect myself. i will always have to live with myself, and looks were not important to me. my heart is slowly coming back together, thanks to him and rhiana, so thats all im even concentrating on thinking about now. he is my motivation. he is the only inspiration i will need on my journey in. he thinks i dont eat enough but i think i eat to much. i want to be able to sit in his lap and he barely feel me. i want him to be able to pick me up and kiss me. i want him to be able to point and say "there she is" without second guessing.

weight goals and rewards
- 200 pounds
new make up from sephora because i need to still look pretty
- 190 pounds
new jacket from american eagle. its a guys jacket, but its bright yellow!
- 180 pounds
new tote from victoria secret. because i think they are the most darling things
- 170 pounds
new jewelry. or another piercing. or both but i only where earrings and bracelets
- 150 pounds
new hair cut. something choppy and layered. if im allowed too though.
- 130 pounds
belly button ring. because i think they are cute, and it will something joe can play with. oo lala
- 120 pounds
new wardrobe for new school year and a day alone with joseph before he goes off to college. im so gonna cry!
- UGW 110 pounds
ill be the happiest little girl in the world. id probably give joe something as my reward because this is my reward.